마음에 든 이야기를 쓰다보니 두서가 없네요.. Before we depart, I remembered what I experienced in Aetna Village, Because I didn't follow my leaders and I followed my thought, at that time, I had complain to Bro. Joseph. But after I tell my heart to Bro. Joseph, I heard Jonathan and armor bearer in 1 Sam 14. So I thought that I'll try to find a heart of Bro. Bernard and I'll follow that, so while we are under mission trip. I always thought that I want to get the heart of Bro. Bernard. And through some meetings and short fellowship，I could know the heart a little bit. And because I don't know the heart of God and Bro. Bernard. I prayed to God to know the heart and I read the Bible continually. Because of Pastor Nam's word that wherever I go, that place must be beautiful place by faith, I thought this place is very good and from God. And all kinds of circumstances didn't be problem in my heart.And when we preach the gospel, I delivered message what I heard from many pastor so I thought the reason why Pastor Park call us star? or small Pastor Park is we preach what we heard.While I had fellowship with Bro. Bernard in 1st night, I heard true line of heart is the someone word has power to my heart. When I heard that, I thought I ignored others or I followed my thought first than others. Many times until now with this I thought the reason why Good news Corp student learn something fast is others words have power in their heart. When I saw Sister Anna, I really could fell she doesn't know the heart and preaching also was not good. But when I Sister Anna, I could see me. I also don't know the heart and can't preach well in front of Bro. Bernard. When I see Sister Anna, I thought so foolish not only Sis. Anna but also me. And especially, after I hear a testimony of Sister Anna which is over 40 minutes after we came back to Bagnio Church. I realized again that if some one doesn't know the heart, whatever he there is no heart.During mission trip, I thought what faith is, deeply. Many messages about faith I heard. But I couldn't think deeply until now. When I thought about faith, I realized to have a faith is very hard. Because faith doesn't have any shape. Word of God also doesn't have any results which are seen; So many people follow their own thought finally. So many people believed word of God after they fight hardly and lose in front of word of God. When I remember testimony of Pastor Park, I could know how many times he broke down in front of word of God. So now he has great faith to word of God. So finally, I used to follow my thought. Until now, I thought that let's just accept without thinking. But actually that was not, after fighting, If our thought break down and we receive the word of God to our heart, that will be our true faith and their will be no doubt in that faith.And in second week, we stayed in councilor house while we were sleeping, Bro. Viejo was sick in the midnight because he is not familiar to electric fan. He shakes his body while we were sleeping. So I and Bro. Bernard were awaken up and prayed to God for his health. It's my first to pray in the midnight.In the part of preaching, when I Sis. Anna, I was a person who can preach well but when I thought Bro. Bernard. I was not kind of person I'm also a person who don't break my heart and can't do something well. I could see myself through mission trip and think things deeply many times. So I'm very thankful to God and I was good as I saw the width of heart of servant of God. And I thank God who sent me exact place, time and exact member.